Delerium Take Me

I figured it out. I know what this feeling is. I'm sane again... or else quite insane again. I'm not the best judge of character.


Anyways...
Things are going to change around here. Oh man, I feel like I just woke up.

I had this dream last night and it made so much sense. I'm worried that Ali's cult leader may have subconsciously brain-washed me. Heheh. But no, I'm fairly sure this is me. I feel more me than I have in years.

I had this dream where I spoke to someone who told me simple things I've always known.... but it's different when you hear these things from someone else, even if it's your own voice inside a dream. I wish I could remember it now more clearly. The environment was very bohemian and victorian at the same time. I can only remember tiny details, but it created a large impression. It was an insane dream.

It made me see how strongly I want to rearrange reality. I think that I haven't been very happy lately. I'm going to fix that. And not just the symptoms.