October Already?

I've started making Halloween costumes for Jerry and myself. He still has that new roommate smell. I can't believe it's October again already. Jerry's going to be some character Ike from a video game and also in the new Smash Brothers game which I haven't played yet. I'm going to be Harley Quinn from the animated Batman series.... for many reasons.

1. I love Batman villains. I would rather be catwoman, but my spider senses tell me that Christopher Nolan is going to put her in the next movie (please please please) and I will do that costume next year.

2. It has come to my attention that I do Harley's voice well.

3. With Dark Knight coming out this summer, there will undoubtedly be a ton of Jokers. And I look forward to going up to random strangers and saying things like "There you are Mistah J. I was so worried about you puddin'. Why haven't you called?" And then scamper off with arms flailing. Aaaah yes, I can see it all now.

Gotta find joy in the little things. Coz there's nothing else left to stave off the cold. It's wearing thin, yes. Lot's of parties recently. Ended up in Jeff's bed last week, after months of inactivity on that front. Better judgment or fear made me get up and leave. He pushed me down on the couch playfully in a desperate attempt to stop me from leaving. It almost worked. I don't understand him. I don't understand men. Jeff won't sleep with me, he just tries to get me in bed, then psyches himself out on moral grounds because he has a girlfriend he doesn't like but won't break up with. I'm so bored with that.

All work and all play make Steph a tired girl. Too tired to care about boyfriends or serial killers or returning phone calls or facebook profiles or drug addict family members.


I want to be a super villain. Or morally neutral like Aeon Flux. Oh.. or maybe I already am and Jeff is Trevor Goodchild. That's why we will never be together... hehe... that does make me feel better about the situation strangely......